Hang on tight to your dreams
June 27, 2008 by Blanca · Leave a Comment
Last August, I was gifted with being able to work with my sister full time. Our main focus was to work the real estate market to sustain us and on the side, we developed a plan for our future besides the real estate. I was worried about my ankle hurting so much and the requirement of showing property. I had been visioning for the last two years simply finding a way to share my inspirations that I had had after my car accident five and a half years ago. The good thing is that my sister is a licensed mental health therapist and because we are family, we were able to create some amazing concepts for living a life free of suffering, pain and loss. Read more
Hidden Pain As Time Passes By
June 27, 2008 by Blanca · Leave a Comment
Yesterday was my birthday. I had a beautiful day receiving so many greetings from family and friends and at night had a gathering at my sisters house with my family and some close friends. I decided to start the day by not having to think of what I had to do. As I have been feeling less and less pain on my ankle and simply getting used to this apparatus, I have been focusing more on what I need to do. My eternal list of to do’s. Read more
Muscle remembers, so does your inner child
June 26, 2008 by Blanca · Leave a Comment
Its now 12:30 at night or going to morning more accurately. I spent the last hour first looking at my left calf which has has absolutely no movement or activity in the last 3 weeks. Also the muscle has atrophied considerably in the last year and a half since my ankle was so swollen and it didn’t have the proper flexing. Read more
Faith and Trust in a Higher Source
June 25, 2008 by Blanca · Leave a Comment
How am I going to create real estate deals in the next months sustain me in this critical time where I literally have hit bottom in my finances, like many realtors have. I know many have hit bottom because I see it in the listings I had. I know the personal stories of the people first hand. Read more
Time to focus my mind
June 24, 2008 by Blanca · Leave a Comment
I spent most of the weekend reading books that will help my mind to focus on creating real estate deals. I have been mentally worn out and completely drained by the past two years working in the real estate market here in Miami. I don’t know if the word work is even close to describe what I have experienced. Agony of losing so many deals that were there, right in front of me and because of exterior circumstances, they just fizzled. Countless hours, money and effort and hard, hard work. And every month, seeing values tumble and tumble. Read more
A message to Maria, where there’s a will…
June 23, 2008 by Blanca · Leave a Comment
My dear sister Maria, who I love very, very dearly and whom I admire as an amazing therapist, highly intelligent in a very right brain way. She can analyze a problem in a flash from out of nowhere. Well that’s her gift. But…….she has a problem of hiding in her weight…afraid to expose more of her beauty and also a good procrastinator for exercising. Read more
Confidence and Healthy Balance
June 22, 2008 by Blanca · Leave a Comment
I had a couple of meltdowns this week including today. One big one was my questioning: Why, Why did I have to make those choices? Why did I have to end up with this apparatus in my leg? I broke down in the shower crying my eyes out and feeling sorry for myself. I am so used to being totally independent and doing everything alone. Read more
Second week Post Op
June 20, 2008 by maria · Leave a Comment
What Are Your Mental Handicaps?
June 20, 2008 by Blanca · Leave a Comment
Currently I am unable to walk with both feet on the ground. I am hopping around on walker and graduating on crutches. The apparatus I have attached to my ankle and shin is very uncomfortable, but after two weeks of torturous pain from the procedures, the pain has definitely subsided. Time does heal all as they say. I do feel temporarily handicapped because I can’t physically move about like I normally do. I count my lucky stars that I am alive and it was only my bones that broke and not any permanent serious physical disability. Read more
The Innocence of Children
June 18, 2008 by Blanca · Leave a Comment
My goddaughter, Nicole, who is 4 years old came over to visit me today. It was the day that I had the staples taken out, so I was afraid to show her my ankle. But instead she blew me kisses. It was so sweet.
