by Blanca Stella on September 25, 2008
For the past three weeks, I have done a catharsis in the way of writing letters to this man that I let go of. It was my way of understanding my feelings and emotions that I didn’t know had gone so deep. What has happened is that the writings are so much that I believe [...]
by Blanca Stella on September 17, 2008
I am feeling my feet firmly on the ground. Feeling stable and secure is something that is being ripped out of – from under the carpets, so to say for a lot of people nowadays. In this financial crisis, Lehman Brothers going bankrupt, AIG Insurance being rescued by the federal government today, Merrill Lynch being bought out by [...]
by Blanca Stella on September 11, 2008
The passion that I have for my dream is greater now than the infancy of this relationship. I feel there is a possibility that I am choosing to go in this direction right now. That is where my heart is. I thought I could do both; I’m not sure if I can. Maybe I will. But [...]
by Blanca Stella on September 11, 2008
For me, letting go of this short relationship that felt like a potential true partnership at this critical juncture of time meant that I had to make a choice. It was not whether I should meet another man. It was a choice of this relationship or pursue my dreams, the creativity and the part of me that I [...]
by Blanca Stella on September 10, 2008
This past week has been an interesting week in my new relationship. Things took an unexpected turn, and I broke it off. There is still a possibility for there is much in the sense of understanding, compassion, and love and kindness, great qualities that do exist between myself and this other person. However, I was feeling [...]
by Blanca Stella on September 9, 2008
One of the things that I saw a good friend go through in this torturous letting go of an eight year relationship was her constant questioning. What if it could have been this? What if it could have been that, and what do you think he’s thinking? What do you think he’s doing? Do you think [...]