September 2008

Letting go in Love vs. Bitterness and Pain

by Blanca Stella on September 25, 2008

For the past three weeks, I have done a catharsis in the way of writing letters to this man that I let go of. It was my way of understanding my feelings and emotions that I didn’t know had gone so deep. What has happened is that the writings are so much that I believe […]

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My Feet Finally Feel Grounded

by Blanca Stella on September 17, 2008

I am feeling my feet firmly on the ground. Feeling stable and secure is something that is being ripped out of – from under the carpets, so to say for a lot of people nowadays.  In this financial crisis, Lehman Brothers going bankrupt, AIG Insurance being rescued by the federal government today, Merrill Lynch being bought out by […]

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Can You See Any Symbols?

by Blanca Stella on September 11, 2008

The passion that I have for my dream is greater now than the infancy of this relationship. I feel there is a possibility that I am choosing to go in this direction right now. That is where my heart is. I thought I could do both; I’m not sure if I can. Maybe I will. But […]

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Going Back To Me and Following My Passion

by Blanca Stella on September 11, 2008

For me, letting go of this short relationship that felt like a potential true partnership at this critical juncture of time meant that I had to make a choice. It was not whether I should meet another man.  It was a choice of   this relationship or pursue my dreams, the creativity and the part of me that I […]

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Being Grateful and Being Led

by Blanca Stella on September 10, 2008

This past week has been an interesting week in my new relationship.  Things took an unexpected turn, and I broke it off.  There is still a possibility for there is much in the sense of understanding, compassion, and love and kindness, great qualities that do exist between myself and this other person.  However, I was feeling […]

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Let Go or Engage in the Relationship?

by Blanca Stella on September 9, 2008

One of the things that  I saw a good friend go through in this torturous letting go of an eight year relationship was her constant questioning.  What if it could have been this?  What if it could have been that, and what do you think he’s thinking?  What do you think he’s doing?  Do you think […]

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