Born and Attempting to Fly

This morning at 10Am,I went to see if the butterfly had been born yet and sure enough, the shell of the cryssalis was there. I was a bit disappointed that I wasnt able to see it come out of the chryssalis. It was symbolic fo rme this week, this butterfly of my readiness to get  out and get ready to walk freely. As i was about to go back in, i saw a butterfly on the ground. It was attempting to fly and I realized that this was the butterfly that was born. It had not taken flight yet.

I observed it for about an hour trying to climb the shovel near the pot as if to get momentum of height and then it would fall back down. Finally after half an hour it went to the grass and attempted the same thing, but on a blade of grass. in its numerous attempts, it kept falling. But then would take some time to sit still before it attempted again, as if time did not exist. it just sat there totally still in the blade of grass. Its a really beautiful how nature works. If we could all operate in this way.