I just had a drama with a nurse from 9am to noon today. There was a miscommunication between the pharmacy and the nurse station. I needed the pain pill and now an antiinflammatory that the doctor ordered and nothing happened in those hours. They felt like a lifetime. I cried all morning in pain. I feel like a druggie just wanting those darn pills to knock this pain out. My doctor came in telling me to be tough and go home. Yeah right. I dont want to be tough right now. I am having a pain crisis.
This drama here in the hospital was another finality. I wonder- no cancel the thought, I know there is a finality to this pain. I was able to relax when my mother came. She brought in a presense that was very peaceful and calming. I don’t know what happened to me in all that anxiety. I am able now to regain my peace again.
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