I asked my 16 year old son these questions today now that I am renewing the pursuit of this project and my dreams by myself.
Me: “Honey, Do you think I am crazy?”
Cristian: “Maybe.”
Me: ” Honey, Do you think I am out of my mind?”
Cristian: “Maybe.”
Me: “Well you know, I think you have to be out of your mind to do something crazy like I am attempting to do.
Cristian: ****Silence****
Me: “Do you think I can make it? Do you really believe in me?”
Cristian: “Obviously.”
Me: “That’s all I needed to know. I love you. Let’s have some strawberry cheesecake ice cream.”
Cristian started school today. He is a junior in high school. A new routine to learn and be educated. I provide him a quiet home so he can focus on his homework everyday. No TV or music while he studies. Sometimes when he does math, he puts on the headphones and the Ipod. I don’t know if he realizes that all I survive on is the joy he brings me everyday. I tell him a lot. I think it is going to be a very interesting year.
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