I have been writing these past days non stop some letters to myself which are addressed to my boyfriend. It is my way of letting go, writing letters. Its my way of releasing whatever range of emotions are going thru me instead of yakking my head off to my friends and driving them crazy. Here is an excerpt from today:
I just heard this morning that Hurricane Ike is not really heading in this direction. There’s been a lot of anticipation of this hurricane coming to Miami, a Category Four. Who knows what would have happened if we stayed together during these, as you call, times of uncertainty. Maybe our relationship would have been a Category Four and you were anticipating the struggles and you just wanted to avoid the storm. Just like Ike you went away, I went away. Maybe it’s easier. But I do know that when storms happen, people pull together. (more…)