Yesterday was my birthday. I had a beautiful day receiving so many greetings from family and friends and at night had a gathering at my sisters house with my family and some close friends. I decided to start the day by not having to think of what I had to do. As I have been feeling less and less pain on my ankle and simply getting used to this apparatus, I have been focusing more on what I need to do. My eternal list of to do’s. (more…)
Tag: personal growth
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Muscle Remembers, So Does Your Inner Child
Its now 12:30 at night or going to morning more accurately. I spent the last hour first looking at my left calf which has has absolutely no movement or activity in the last 3 weeks. Also the muscle has atrophied considerably in the last year and a half since my ankle was so swollen and it didn’t have the proper flexing. (more…) -
Time to Focus My Mind
I spent most of the weekend reading books that will help my mind to focus on creating real estate deals. I have been mentally worn out and completely drained by the past two years working in the real estate market here in Miami. I don’t know if the word work is even close to describe what I have experienced. Agony of losing so many deals that were there, right in front of me and because of exterior circumstances, they just fizzled. Countless hours, money and effort and hard, hard work. And every month, seeing values tumble and tumble. (more…) -
A Message to Maria, Where There’s a Will…
My dear sister Maria, who I love very, very dearly and whom I admire as an amazing therapist, highly intelligent in a very right brain way. She can analyze a problem in a flash from out of nowhere. Well that’s her gift. But…….she has a problem of hiding in her weight…afraid to expose more of her beauty and also a good procrastinator for exercising. (more…) -
Confidence and Healthy Balance
I had a couple of meltdowns this week including today. One big one was my questioning: Why, Why did I have to make those choices? Why did I have to end up with this apparatus in my leg? I broke down in the shower crying my eyes out and feeling sorry for myself. I am so used to being totally independent and doing everything alone. (more…)