Tag: self growth

  • Letting go in Love vs. Bitterness and Pain

    rose-close-upFor the past three weeks, I have done a catharsis in the way of writing letters to this man that I let go of. It was my way of understanding my feelings and emotions that I didn’t know had gone so deep. What has happened is that the writings are so much that I believe it has turned out to a book.

    I have been in the process of writing a different book with my sister, but this kind of morphed out of me and it totally took me by surprise. So it will be published soon. I just have to transcribe all these letters which I wrote at all hours of the days including being woken up at 2, 3 or 4 AM. It somehow took over me. (more…)

  • Acknowledging Our Real Value

    dollars-50-100I was talking to an acquaintance who has been very successful in business.  For her, there seems to be a lack of acknowledgement of the love that she feels from her mother.  Not for her mother, but from her mother. Her mother grew up  feeling  lack financially, and even though her mother was  a hard worker and able to create a good sustenance financially, for some reason she projected unconsciously, all this lack from her upbringing to her daughter. It doesn’t mean she doesn’t love her, because I know she does.

     Her daughter, my friend has overcompensated,  by creating a life filled with so much joy, so much love and generosity of spirit for a tremendous amount of people, including a tremendous amount of financial stability and financial wealth.  What she feels still in her heart, is a sense  of lack, because she thinks she is needing  acknowledgement from her mother to feel filled.  (more…)

  • More Steps Till I Can Fly

    I now have another step to take in this process which is physical therapy. My mind is already racing and wanting to get alot of things done. I want to go to the office and a small part of me starts to get into that stress syndrome once again. Last year, I took a few days in my home to retreat in silence, journaling and reading books.  By the third day, I wasn’t sure what to do, but what ended up happening was that it was the most creative time of my life after that self imposed retreat. (more…)

  • My Foot is Free…Getting There

    Yesterday I got the halo off of my foot. All in all, the pain wasn’t so bad as I thought. My friend Dan, had given me a good visual to do when the pins were being taken off. The visual was to say thank you  to the pins for supporting my ankle during this time of healing. The doctor had to use pliers to cut the pins so the structure could be removed and then the pins were taken out. (more…)