I heard a story last night about a turtle that had wondered far from its terrritory and had found itself in a differnt place than what it was used to; and as I woke up early this morning and not able to go back to sleep I thought of this story and how this is a beautiful metaphor for how the journey to change is for us. The journey to move beyond the patterns of limitation that bind us to old familiar ways that although they do not serve our higher purpose anymore it somehow seems alot easier to stay hidden in the shell of the turtle, just in case it gets too scary out there.
I find mysellf feeling very much like this turtle in my own journey within the last few months. I have ventured into territories that I had not imagined that I would enter into due to the work I began with my sister 7 months ago. The turtle came in the story today as a metaphor and the message of what I felt like today, I wanted to retreat , retreat back into the safety of the shell and the familiar surroundings of what I have known in the past and that is denial and a sense of numbness to not think and feel the challenge of moving beyond what limits me and with this comes
that old familiar level of anxiety.
Perhaps that is what we all find difficult to deal with and yet it seems to be a necessary part of the venturing out and sticking our heads out of the shell. Fear, fear of the unknown, fear of failure, fear of rejection so many of these old feelings that hold us back and yet as I continue to ponder on the rest of the story of where this turtle had ventured out into I realize somehow deep inside of us is that radar that is guiding us, you see the turtle had ventured out into the middle of a medicine wheel moving to the center. It somehow knew where it was going. When I ALLOW and I mean allow, because for me it is about allowing myself to FEEL this energy and going into the silence even if for a moment
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Too many times I allow other things to distract
me of the outside world family, work, home etc from moving to the center of the medicine wheel which in Native American terminology is God. To the center , to the core of who and what we are, to the center and core of what we are meant to be doing in our lives, to the center and the core of the message that our lives are meant to be. So the question is do I retreat into the shell or do I stick my head out of the shell and ALLOW my radar to move me?
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